It is times like this that I wish that she is here with me. To sooth me with her voice and to tell me that things will work out in a blink of the eye. But most of all, I just want her to be here with me no matterwhat. I know, I’m being selfish but I’m not always like this am I?

I know it’s impossible for her to come home. KL is not near, I know. It’s a one day worth of travel, I know. Still, I want her to be with me. See how selfish I can be?

I SMSed her though. She SMSed back. She wants the best for me, she said. She’ll be happy as long as I’m happy. She’s just worried that I was suicidal. Hahaha.

There’s this other person that I want to talk to. I just don’t dare too. I really want to talk to My Lovely Sweetylittlebooboo. I’m not sure why but her opinion means a lot to me.

Why haven’t I call? Let’s see:

She’s probably busy with work. At least that’s what I’ve been telling myself when she ignores me xD

I hate the fact that she always giving me mixed signals. I hate it to the extent that I don’t want to call her up.

She ignored my Y!M message just now. Okay… I’m being irrational. She probably didn’t respond because there’s a ‘Invisible’ status beside her ID. Right?

So anyways, I’m still confused and don’t know what to do. We’ll see how tomorrow goes.